QTforever

It's been here. Oh yessirrie, it has been. Don't you remember? It made your heart drum, making sure it's always on the verge of explosion. You always got those butterflies right? You even shed tears because of it. You can't tell me you don't remember any of these. Just because it's gone doesn't mean you can't forget about them! .... Oh. Never mind. It's still here huh?

[don't read. :D thx. it doesn't even make sense anyways =P i won't be mad if you do tho. it's just a waste of ur time. ] I never knew I'd be in this much pain. I guess I should blame myself for being too affable... He used his words to grasp my heart and make it his. His brevity contained what I thought was ardent whispers, but I look back and see that it was nothing but hollow darkness. In a matter of seconds he was my God and from then on, he formed me into what I now call his toady. I acclaimed his name for it was my joy, my life goal. And then, my words formed him into a cantankerous braggart and everyone around him started to fall a

[plz read the artist's comments before reading :P] I leave the problems unsolved and just put it to the side. Few moments later I get frustrated even by looking at it so I crumple it up and shove it the stack along with my other untouched problems, but not bothering to ever throw them away. The full trash bin makes me feel less than empty and hollow, like it will never be filled again. I scream at myself to calm down, that everything's fine and beath myself with lies, explaining that nothing has changed since then. I see myself in bloody ragged clothes, but in my reflection i see myself covered in pure white cloth and I stare at it wi

After a long conversation, I take my hand out to shake your hand and say good bye. But I hint at you, saying to never let go of my hand, to take me with you. Your smile makes me hold my tear and tweak my lips to a shape of a smile. Your warm, gentle hands start my heart to rush, drumming starts in my ear and I pray that you cannot hear them. You slide your hand out from mine, finally say the word I never wanted to hear from you. Those words scream at me that you're finally going, my mind screams to hold him, tell him how much he means to you, and my heart still screaming as its thumps gets painfully faster. The screams cloud

What are disappiontments? Lacking the expectation that we have set on an individual... So why set them at mere humans? We aren't perfect so isn't doing so only hurting ourselves? Why pressure those around you to meet them and be angry at them when they fall short?

We'll miss you.. fo sho. but even we're far away, you'll never be replaced in our hearts.. cuz you're too special that way and you know that :D We have a little secret for you.. But it'll be forgotten.. and out of the blue, TA-DA. >< let's not get into details right now ^^ Too much to tell you, so little time.. Also, I'm being random right now but o who cares ;) You're the one and only one, once again, we'll miss you.. you're amazing (and all the words that describe ppl being too awesome) We're thankful that our paths were crossed.. and that it'll never seperate. It's not good bye (cuz that's just too sad and is a lie) So t

[b4 i write.. sorry for the really stupid title XDD im not good w/ making up stuff like that ^^] ...... 1 week of school left!! 5 school days left!! 32 hours and 30 minutes of school left!! 1950 minutes of school left!! 117000 seconds of school left!! After that, it's no more of those DREADED homeworks from Allen,/Swovie, Preske, Isla, etc etc.. no more reading R&J,Black Boy,The Tale of Two Cities, Lord of the Flies, etc etc... no more spanish workbooks, bringing ingredients, running around the track, listening to people talk about HIV/sex edu., ditching psych., etc etc... ...... But that also means no more "make fun of ____

As we ALL (and yes, I mean ALL) go on with our lives, we need to be reminded with some of the most important facts. #1. Pain a part of life. Ya everyget goes their seperate ways someday. everyone has experienced through seperation with their loved ones. Whether it's death, travel, or just common good bye, everyone has experienced it. but in this 21st century, where there's txting, fbing, etc is available to us EVERYWHERE, there is no seperation COMPLETELY.. (how awesome is that XD) unless upon death. so what if you get seperated 50 miles away? you can talk, see how all o'yall are doing.. simple. #2. Sacrifice comes with a long

So much stuff happens when you miss out on dA.. (sho true huh?) Your gone for like 2 days, next time you go on, you see 50 messages!!!!!!!!!! i'm sorry for those of you who's journals and deviations i couldn't read/see;;; i want to check and read EVERY SINGLE ONE.. but when you have over 50 of them.. you know how hard it's gonna get; (You know what i'm talking about!!!) But then... I saw one deviation.. that I should have seen a while ago. He dedicated to his mother, who was just passed away.. I'm sorry to trigger that memory when you read this.. but I MUST TELL you, that I'm also sorry that I couldn't be there to help you bac

o. i just wanna tell you that they're awesome. i mean who wouldn't know that?? DUH.. well................. unless you're from another planet, then i understand.. hehehe ok i have a Q. do you think you can name allllllllllllllllllll the ppl in our group?? WITHOUT from a list of anykind?? ya.. it's hard.. try it.. on a journal. just wanna see what you get.. ^^